Photo Update: Dallas

I photographed Victor yesterday, and his magnificent white beard. The film is drying, and I’m terribly excited to get some contact sheets made. I’m going to make a grid that looks like the ocean, with huge blurry white waves. While photographing him, the finished piece appeared before my eyes, and I’m frantic to get it made before leaving for Paris next week, although it seems unlikely. The pictures of Tim also seem like they’re going to be fun to work with. The arms of Dallas are presenting a larger challenge, and I wish I had taken more pictures of him with greater depth. Here’s a post of my first attempt, and although it doesn’t seem cohesive or finished, there are areas that intrigue me, so I’ll continue trying to figure it out. Let me know what you think…

First Porn

Unzipped, a glossy prettyboy magazine is publishing some of my Jack & Mack pictures, along with an interview of me–well, actually answers to a few questions tossed at me via e-mail. To give you a sense of the quality of this fine journal, articles this month include, “You spooge, you lose,” and “It’s too damn big–the, uh, problem we never thought we’d admit was a problem.” Jack & Mack will be presented alongside the oiled and tanned buffboys of Unzipped, escaping temporarily from their Brush Creek ghetto, spreading fur, middle-age paunches, and joy to the uninitiated. Look for it in newsstands everywhere in AUGUST.

Preview Pix

The images of Tim and Dallas came out fine. Here are a few images of Tim that I’ll possibly be working with. (Keep in mind that these scans are of my contact sheets, so the tones and contrast are uncorrected):
and a few of Dallas:

I’m very excited to be working with real images again, after a five or so month break. Interestingly, my relations with these two gents has been conducted almost entirely in virtual space, involving an interaction with their innermost thoughts and only briefly their exposed bodies.

Stay tuned to see what happens.

Back in the Studio

Meanwhile, back in the studio… Today I processed the film of Tim and Mr. Dallas. I should be printing contact sheets later in the week, but can’t guess how long it’ll be before I have anything in progress to show. Tim has a magnificent swirl of hair in the center of the small of his back, and Dallas’ forearms are swathed in delicate hairy whisps. There’s so much possibility… After these two (or so) pieces, I may move away from the rigidity of the grid format that I’ve been working with, and introduce different-sized images, or even color, within each piece. I’ve been thinking a lot about the boundaries of identity, and specifically Leo Bersani’s “shattering of the self.” I’d like to explore a balance between the recognizable and the fantastic, or even the absence of the body.

Mysterious Skin, Little Things

Just got in from seeing a dramatic interpretation of Scott Heim’s novel, Mysterious Skin, at The New Conservatory Theater, with Bob and Kevin Killian. It was really good, with excellent acting and lots of gratuitous nudity. The story centers around a young man, Brian, puzzling out vague memories of being abducted by aliens–turns out that he mistook fisting the baseball coach for being probed by extraterrestrials. At one point in the play, Neil, his childhood friend and the one who releases Brian’s suppressed memories, is raped by a john (he’s a hustler), and everyone removes his clothes. The nudity does nothing to heighten the realism of the rape–all the pee-pees on display are Mister Softies–but lordy if the john didn’t have the cutest little button–furry chest and bald head, too!

Earlier I stopped in to see Barry McGee’s opening at the Luggage Store, and bumped into an old fellow LAB Board member, Jen Levy, who is opening a bakery in Berkeley with the former pastry chef from Hawthorn Lane. They’re specializing in savory Czech pastries, kalaches (spelling?). She says they’re the next bagels.

Live Nude Action!

Okay, I was just trying to get your attention, my thrill-seeking friends. My nude-free exhibition is finally up and viewable now at the Marjorie Wood Gallery. It’s called Out of Breath. It’s slightly different from my beta version–I’ve added different voices, including the sexy aspirations of Iain and the post coital murmurings of Manny.

Enjoy!

Furry visitor from the Lone Star State

Peter from Dallas is coming to town. You better watch out, kids. I’ll be picking him up in a bit at the airport. I’m going to photograph some part of him this weekend, not sure which, for the new series of disjunct portraits that I mentioned a few days ago. He’s so into all things related to bottomness that I feel compelled to explore that territory. I haven’t decided yet on a structural framework for the project, just that I want to work with about six guys, and make one composite portrait of each–then perhaps a Frankenstein portrait made of two images from each of the six portraits.  Tim’s back hair swirl is next, and I’m toying with the idea of refering to Van Gogh’s Starry Night in some way, those whorls tumbling across the night sky, serene and tumultuous.

I’m continuing to study French and train for the major caloric input that my body will suffer through in Paris. I can’t say no to a pastry. Or a crepe or a cheese or a wine or a goose liver… I want to die like the guys in La Grande Bouffe, of gastronomic excess.

My French tapes, alas, are preparing me and my wife, and our two children, one large boy and one small girl, evidently, for renting a car and filling the tank with 30 litres of gas. L’essence, (lay-sawnce) in French. Did you ever hear such a beautiful word for gasoline? I’m getting a little nervous. Thus far I’ve learned nothing of practical use. How do you say “Those are nice furry shoulders, Monsieur–perhaps you’d like to join me for a coffee and a tooth flossing?”

Timmy Timmy Coco Pop

Last night Big Chris and I asked Tim over to watch Six Feet Under with us. What a sweetie pie. Inspired by his recent self-portraits, and one specific swirl of back hair, I’ve asked if I could photograph him in May. I’ve been making disjunct portraits of various furry folk, rather than studies of one specific person. I need to give BC a break. One of our last sessions involved him stradled atop and between two ladders with hot lights nearly frying his muff.

Dim Sum and da Vinci

Big Chris and I met Su-Chen for dim sum at Ton Kiang this morning, and then visited da Vinci’s Lady with the Ermine at the Palace of the Legion of Honor. It’s part of an exhibition called “The Splendor of Poland,” which includes many paintings from the Polish court which fail to illuminate anything close to splendor, except for an exceptional early work by Ingres which indeed splendidly depicts a man’s torso, connected to a gorgeous face no less, with a full head of wavy hair and wispy mutton chops. The flesh is like butter, translucent and soft, melting, but also with a solid muscularity. The other paintings just disappeared from memory, though, upon encountering the da Vinci. Were the Palace of the Legion of Honor my museum, I would put the one painting on display by itself and allow one person at a time to spend an hour with it. The tension is in its simultaneous perfection and awkwardness.